Tuesday, June 24th 2025: Crafting!

On my goodness hi hello It's been a while since my last blog post! Long story short I got sick after Comifuro and I got SUPER sick 5 days ago that I didn't do anything for a whole week.

One thing that I've been doing in my off-time (besides playing minecraft and dredge) is crafting stardew valley-inspired keychains! I've been on the hunt for alloy charms for things that represent the marriage candidates+krobus and drawing them to assemble a keychain!

So lately I've been going back and forth between my hobbies and those include writing poetry! I'm close to 40 poems being written as of now. I try to write even when I'm not inspired and try to push myself to come up with interesting things. Lately I've been pondering about death quite a bit. Decay, cycles of life, from dust to dust, that kind of thing. I've been trying to get into more poetry books but I only have access to digital copies of them and reading from a screen just isn't my preferred method.

Ugh, I remembered I need to get my meds. So the pharmacy didn't have my sertraline and they said they were gonna notify me once they get a new shipment of it- but my meds have already ran out and I'll have to go there and ask if they've restocked it or not. Sure it's not the end of the world but I don't particularly want any withdrawal effects.

Quick trigger warning for disordered eating for the rest of this blog post: I've been skipping dinner a lot and just eating an apple or any fruit at 7 pm, and I think it's what did me in WRT my sudden flu drop. I sleep so much during the day (by virtue of being jobless) and I don't do any intensive exercises so I thought I could turn 3 meals into 2 but no! My body responds well to a lot of food and I can't just skip meals all willy nilly. My friend keeps telling me to eat but hhhhh the demons in my head... the demons.... Anyways I just had some dimsum earlier and it's really yummy. If I ever say no to dimsum then something's wrong with me.